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May 30
Direction. I need you.
Certainty. I need you.
GOD - I NEED YOU.
Dreams, visions, daymares and thoughts keep me occupied.
Racing thoughts arrest me; deep thoughts consume me.
I stand emotionally scarred...once again hurt by those who were supposed to love me.
I did the wrong thing, Lord...I let them get to me
You weren't lying when you said the arm of flesh will fail me...
I need peace.
Uhhhh...I thought my life would go as I had planned
Too bad I didn't know what the hell I was gonna be up against when I made those plans
Too bad I thought that the worst of the enemy's attacks were behind me
Too bad I let him get to me.
Too bad.
It would be nice to spend the late night hours sleeping, instead of involuntarily "thinking" about what's going on...I'm a prisoner of my own thoughts
It would be nice to laugh because I'm genuinely happy...rather than just choosing to laugh cuz it's better than the usual crying
It would be nice if life today was a throwback to 2004 (or previous yrs.)...not nearly as much drama...and certainly less pain...
It would be nice if this process was over (even though I know in some respects that it's just beginning...*sighs*)
It's like every bath time, every time I cook, every time I am still - is another crying session
Hell yes, I'm vulnerable...wounded and confused
My thoughts and emotions are all over the place.
I can't do it Lord...
(I know I said yes earlier, but now, it's not settling in my spirit...something's just not right)
I need to survive...
Then recover...
Heal completely...
Then I need to rest and be filled
Before I can pour out again...
The thing about pouring out is...there has to be enough within to pour out to others...without leaving me destitute.
I am not in that place.
*sighs*
Direction. I need you.
Certainty. I need you.
GOD - I NEED YOU
Save my life before it crumbles into pieces...
In you I find everything I need.
~Jadeena Rahming~
(Woman of God - in spite of what happens around me) April 23 Single and Saved - Author Unknown
What makes you think that just because I am An attractive woman of godly intelligence That I'm incomplete without a mate? Who told you that Without a man Something's missing From my life? And if so, What would that be?
LOVE? I love myself And more importantly I love the Lord He told me that when I delight in Him, He will give me the desires of my heart
SECURITY? I have everything I need according to His riches in glory.
INTIMACY? Now, how's a man going to get to know me When he doesn't even know who he is in the Lord? See, my Father told me I'm above a ruby's worth And a gem does not seek... It is sought
I'm single and that's all right with me...
See, it's not that I oppose relationships It's that I detest co-dependency As a woman I know it is not my role To chase after any man
Esther 2:14 reads
That I am to wait on my king and
When he's delighted in me
He will call me by my name.
My Lord does not intend for me to be needy or desperate.
I am to be Cherished, Relished, Valued, and Honored, It's not my job to convince him Or Convict him of that, My mate will already know it And consistently show it And he will stay on his knees daily Not just to adore me But to praise the Lord for The virtuous woman he has found
So, when you see me by myself
I'm not alone...
I know what I have coming to me I'm single and saved,
And right now that's all I need to be March 31 oh oh oh ha hay haay hm hmm hmm I am a boistrous river I am a mountain story I am a quiet feeling I am a fragrant flower
I am a moonlit evening I am a peaceful night I am a writer's thinking I am a wealth unfathomed
And If you don't recognize...my presence I am here And If you don't recognize me I am here.
I am a source of power I am excited journey I am a rock of patience I am a whisper singing
I am unbridled freedom I am the thoughtful thinking I am a love unshattered I am the great orgasm
And if you don't recognize my presence, o oh I am here And if you don't recognize my presence, oh I am here
Ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) Ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) Ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) ha (mmm) Ha mmmmm.....
....And even if you don't recognize me I'm still here And even if you don't recognize me And even if you don't recognize me I'm still here And even if you don't recognize me I am oh I'm still here Even if you don't recognize me I'm here I'm here I'm here January 31 I just took an Online Quiz called, "What's Your Ideal Career?"...The results of it are pretty cool and right on point. See below...
***Your Career Type: Enterprising***
You are energetic, ambitious, and sociable. Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director City Manager - Judge - Lawyer Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like a mathematician or architect.
January 12 1 Corinthians 9:27
(King James Version)
But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway.
(Amplified Bible Version)
But [like a boxer] I buffet my body [handle it roughly, discipline it by hardships] and subdue it, for fear that after proclaiming to others the Gospel and things pertaining to it, I myself should become unfit [not stand the test, be unapproved and rejected as a counterfeit].
AMEN.
~MissJade~ January 09
Joshua 1:5-9 (King James Version)
5There shall not any man be able to stand before thee all the days of thy life: as I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
6Be strong and of a good courage: for unto this people shalt thou divide for an inheritance the land, which I sware unto their fathers to give them.
7Only be thou strong and very courageous, that thou mayest observe to do according to all the law, which Moses my servant commanded thee: turn not from it to the right hand or to the left, that thou mayest prosper withersoever thou goest.
8This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success.
9Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with thee.
God was about to use Joshua mightily in order to fulfill the promises that He had given to the Isrealites. Joshua was called of God, but initially, he had no idea of what he was up against. Wars were on the horizon for him and his people in order to obtain the Promise Land. He had every reason to be fearful and to doubt God's plan for his life, but God encouraged him three times to be strong and of a good courage.
With God, repetition is so important. When God repeats Himself, it is for the purposes of instruction and assurance. He instructs us today, as He did back then with Joshua, to be strong and courageous because we are all in a spiritual battle. We do not know our future but God does. He knows the plans that He has for us (Jer. 29:11). Therefore, it is imperative that we obey God and follow after His will. I'm sure that Joshua can attest to the fact that there is victory in obedience.
In spite of whatever we come up against in 2006, we can be strong, very courageous and have PEACE, knowing that the Lord of hosts is with us and the God of Jacob is our refuge and strength. That's the assurance that we have from God. In v. 9, He made it very clear that "the Lord thy God is with thee". Knowing that He is all the love, support, strength, joy, peace, defense, etc. that I need, I have no reason to be afraid in this year (and neither do you). Today, I stand on God's promise to me - "As I was with Moses, so I will be with thee: I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee."
I'm living proof that God is EVER FAITHFUL. If He said it, He's good for it. Believe Him. It's now just up to you and me to do our part. God admonishes us to delve deep into His Word and to live by it. In it are the keys to love, life, fulfillment and abundance. God says in v. 8 that it is only then that we can be prosperous and have good success. A university degree, connections with high rollers and social elites, a big bank account, pieces of real estate, etc. cannot make me prosperous. True prosperity in EVERY level/area of life can only come from God.
This year, 2006, I declare that the Lord will fight my battles (cuz I'm done trying). As I get deeper in His Word, I anticipate the changes that will take place. God knows what He has in store for me. It's all about obedience in this year. I want everything I say and do to be in line with the Word of God and His will for my life. May my life in 2006, my twentieth year on this earth, be a praise unto my God.
~MissJade~
"Praise is who I am...I will praise Him while I can" December 15 I wanted to wait until I had done all the celebrating that I could do in honour of my bday before I gave an "official" thank-you. I've thanked all of you personally, but I'd just like to say thanks to all of you who have helped to make my 20th birthday so special.
This is the first year that I've ever had 3 birthday celebrations! Forget 'quarter'...I feel like a whole dollar bey.
For the pre-bday dinner @ Kao's Chinese Restaurant (Dec. 11th) - Thanks to Pastors Bruce and Ruby, my aces, Nathan and Erin, my jack, Clayton, my heartstrings, Tilly, Ken-doll, PattyGirl, JayL and Lexi-Lexard and my love, my bro, Garnet. Thanks for the cards, for being there, for the gifts, for the laughs...for the freakish amount of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS STUFF!!! ahaha...I loved it all!
For the Bday dinner @ the Jordan's/Bday wishes (Dec. 13th) - Special thanks to the Jordan's: Hannah and Charles for that excellent grilled salmon dinner and the birthdy cake, Laura, Fisher and Isabella for their support and Erin and Freddie for the cards and gift certificate to the Happy Day Spa...I can't wait til those people get their hands on me...ahaha. For all of the bday wishes that I got from ppl in Acadia, in Canada, in Nassau (friends, church brothers and sisters, etc)...thank you soooo
much! I really felt great! P.S. I enjoyed our hot date at Timmy's on the morning of my bday Mayalynn!! lol...love you girl!
For the Belated Bday Family Celebration (Dec. 14th)- thanks to my family. My folks love me so much, and I can feel the love everytime I walk through the door. You guys are so funny and light-hearted...I love being in your presence. I will cherish every day that I get to spend with you...my hearts! Thanks for the decorations, the gifts, the food, the umm "questionable" singing...LOL, etc.
If I missed anyone, it was not intentional. I am so grateful to God and to you! SMOOCHES!!! Laterz ya'll...
P.S. As you can see, I've created anew album with pics from my family celebration. but I've also added more pics to the Pre-bday dinner album. Enjoy! I'm out...
~MissJade~
December 13 Oh my God. No, I'm not calling His name in vain, I'm literally sitting here awe-struck. All I can do is simply call His name when I think of His majesty and the GREAT things that He has done in, through and for my life. Today, I celebrate my twentieth birthday. Twenty years on earth. This might not be a big deal to most people, but to those who know my life's testimony, this is a HUGE DEAL...MY LIFE IS A TESTIMONY...I'm literally a walking, breathing, sack of miracles (and I'm not exaggerating).
For those who don't know 'my story', here's a quick summary:
- I swallowed a five cent coin at a very young age and almost choked to death. I was in the hospital for a long time and because the coin was lodge in a crucial area, there was difficulty in removing it. Bacteria and rust threatened to cause brain damage, while the lodging of the coin obviously obstructed my breathing and I risked being in a comatose state and/or death. God healed me.
- I was painfully stabbed in the head with a blunt pair of long-handled scissors at a young age. Again, brain damage was a threat, but God brought me through.
- I was hit in the face with a steel bat at the age of 11. The accident resulted in my being completely blind in my left eye and having very minimal vision in my right eye. I prayed to God, his Spirit visited my hospital room (I felt Him) and my vision returned the next day. Bye bye blindness. Also, the doctor mentioned to my mum that if the bat had hit one of my temples, it would have damaged my brain and I would've been a dead girl. (BTW, Notice any trends???)
I've been through a lot, but those were the three MAJOR battles in my young life. It all happened before the age of 16. Because things kept happening to me, I told myself that I would never see my 20th birthday...I even contemplated committing suicide at one point...BUT GOD. (Thank you Jesus)
All I have to say is, God has been merciful towards me. He's kept my body, preserved my mind and my spirit/relationship with Him. In reality, this day (Dec 13th, 2005) is not about me, but is all about God...a testament of just HOW REAL GOD IS.
God has taken our relationship to all sorts of levels in my nineteenth year of life. I am so excited about what He has in store for me...for us and our intimate relationship...in my twentieth year. I will come as close as He will let me...I will minister where He sends me...and do whatever He wants me to do. He has my heart in His hands...I've given Him my life. God, you've got it, so do as you please.
"Jesus, I'll stand for you...NO MATTER WHAT YOU LEAD ME THROUGH...they can chase me out...or close me down, but Jesus, I'll still stand for you. I'll ALWAYS stand, I'll ALWAYS stand, I'll ALWAYS stand for You."
So today, instead of saying "Happy Birthday To Me", I'm saying "Praise Jesus...You're So Real To Me"...Twenty years of gratitude and counting...
~MissJade~ December 05 Yeah so...it's 4:57am. I felt led to open up my Bible and this is what I read...Joel 3:9-14. The urgency of this passage touched me, so I've decided to share it with you. Here it is, courtesy of biblegateway.com:
Joel 3:9-14 (New King James Version)
9 Proclaim this among the nations:
“ Prepare for war! Wake up the mighty men, Let all the men of war draw near, Let them come up.
10 Beat your plowshares into swords And your pruning hooks into spears; Let the weak say, ‘I am strong.’
11 Assemble and come, all you nations, And gather together all around. Cause Your mighty ones to go down there, O LORD.
12 “ Let the nations be wakened, and come up to the Valley of Jehoshaphat; For there I will sit to judge all the surrounding nations.
13 Put in the sickle, for the harvest is ripe. Come, go down; For the winepress is full, The vats overflow— For their wickedness is great.”
14 Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the LORD is near in the valley of decision.
Hey you...Wake up...there's work to do! The harvest is white ...but the labourers are few . How'd ya like that rhyme?? ahaha...Anyways, now it's 5:06 am and I need to get back to studying for my exams. Laterz! Smooches!
~MissJade~
December 04 For all those taking exams, I wish you well. Remember these promises in the Bible:
- The joy of the Lord is your strength
- HE will keep you in perfect peace if your heart and mind stays on Him
- When you are weak, in Christ, you can be made strong
- He will never put more on you than you can bear
- God is with you, always
- (For those who are sick at this time) By His stripes, you are healed
- (We can all walk in confidence because)...The Lord knoweth them that are His (He will take care of you)
- He is everything we need Him to be...He is the GREAT I AM!
So as we all "study to show ourselves approved"...lol...I urge you to enjoy life! Eat well, get some sleep (even if it's just a few hours worth), stay focused and don't stress out!!! Love you all! Smooches!! Laterz!
~MissJade~ October 28 Hey all. I'm so excited. I finally took the big plunge and had my relaxed hair CHOPPED OFF...so I'm au-natural now...for the first time in 16 years! It feels so great and I'm definitely proud that I did it. I've waited 10 months to do it and I'm glad that I didn't wait a moment longer.
The chopping process started at 1:30 am and ended around 3ish am! Good times I tell ya! Then some of us stayed up talking, so I really didn't get to sleep until almost 5am! Really random, I know. Anyways, I'll just say that I will always remember October 27th, 2005 as the day that I experienced a new beginning. Girls, you should try it! LOL...
A special THANK YOU and BIG, WET, SLOPPY KISSES go out to the guys that remind me of (and encourage) my insanity every single day - the "Random Head-Bad Crew". You guys are special, and "special"...ahahaha! (If ya didn't get the joke, wait for it...lol)
Thanks to KennyG for doing my BIG CHOP for me, Erin for doing the final touch-up, Tilly for cooking the DELICIOUS FOOD, Lex for buying $25 worth of wings...ahaha...and Freddy and Cynabun for showing up and lending moral support. I love you guys...
Aiight, the mushy stuff is making me sickish...lol...but yah, much luv to you all still. The pics of the actual process are found on my other msn space, http://spaces.msn.com/members/noangel1213/. Enjoy ya'll. And keep in mind that it was 3 am, so if we look high in the pics, YOU KNOW WHY . K... I'm out...Laterz
~MissJade~
October 24 Hey guys. I'm running out of storage room on this msn space...which is not surprising to me at all...lol...seeing as how I have 1 billion picture albums up here...ahaha. Anyways, because the pics KEEP COMING, I've created another msn space, called "DeenaSmiles...*Say Cheesy* - Second Time's A Charm...Strictly Pics" and it is what it is...lol. Here's the link to it:
So yah...peep that and I'll check you laterz. I'm out...
P.S. I just uploaded some pics of flowers that Erin gave me when I was fighting a small fever/virus. She's so sweet! Aiight...I'm gone fa real this time. 0-U-T....
~MissJade~
October 10 Verse 1:
Today is a new day
Forget about the drama from yesterday
Frustration don't pay
So cast all the negative things away
See everything got lighter after I prayed
And I said God,
"Just go ahead do your thing,
"Cuz I'm not the same woman I was yesterday, nooooo"
Chorus:
Hey Now...
I feel real good today
This is the day that the Lord has made
Hey Now...
I'll put a smile on my face and know that everything's gonna be okay
Hey Now...
I'm gonna sing my song
Keep it, keep it rocking 'til the break of dawn
Hey Now...Hey Now
Hey Now.....Hey Now
Verse 2:
Now there's a time to laugh and
A time to cry
A time to be born and a time to die
A time to kill
A time to heal
A time to tear it all down
And a time to build
But right now I'm gonna *laugh myself to life*
Live life to the fullest cuz I'm feeling alright
And I'm not gonna cry tonight
But I'm gonna change my shoes and dance tonight...
[Chorus 2x]
Hook:
Keep it comin'...[17x]
(Keep those laughs comin')
(Keep that dance comin')
(Keep that singing comin')
(Keep that party comin', comin' ooooooooh)
[Chorus 3x]
Look at my smile, look at my smileeeee
Keep it rockin, keep it rockin'
Keep it comin, keep it comin'
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I LOVE this song...especially considering recent circumstances. It's so on point. Anyways, "Keep it comin'...". Aiight, I'm out...Laterz....
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September 28
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Hey ya'll. Thanx to all those who spoke to me, left comments here and most importantly, prayed for me. After some praying (and yes, a few more tears), I've decided to just move on. Pity-parties are a waste of energy and tears. Time is definitely running out, so I instead will focus on the task at hand (War 'gainst the devil) and not on myself (the "woe is me" mentality). Below is a poem written by my boy Lex just this afternoon (Sep. 27th). I'm so happy to have Christian, spirit-filled friends. Anyways, I hope it encourages you like it did for me. I've included a pic so you can see who the author is. Thanks again for letting me do this Lex. Aiight I'm out. Laterz...
~MissJade~
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When the trials come my way, that’s when my praise should be showing
It ain't no time for getting sour, ain't no time for getting shy
Its time to stand up and look that coward devil in the eye
Show him I’m ready for war by taking the battle to the Lord
Tell that fool I ain't playing, right before I brandish my sword
Show him I ain't playing, I’M WITH THE LORD: RIDE OR DIE
And I will leave all his legions falling dead around his side
Show him I’m tired of playing games, falling victim to the same...
Attacks, different methods, different things with different names
All the traps, and trials and different junk he sends my way
It's time to be real, stop sitting on the sidelines; get involved in the fray
Ain't no time for no water boys, no bench-warming backups not starting on the line
We all in this war together, our souls all on the line
So pick up your sword and shield, throw on ya breastplate
Beef up in the word, work out in the spirit and throw on ya game face
Like Kiki said the war is on, the time is now, the enemy’s here
If you need to then ask the Lord to take away your fear
Take the devil on, with God on our side we know the battle’s won
Then we can ride into eternity against the backdrop of the setting sun.
By: Alexis Burrows
(September27th, 2005)
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September 26 Sheesh bey. Last night's church service was awesome. I'm stunned, I guess. There were no fireworks or whistles and all that jazz, but the sheer power and presence of God was all up in that place. People were getting saved and recommitting their lives to God right in front of my eyes. (Thank you Jesus). God also spoke to my heart during Jayson's timely message of "Thankfulness"...especially during the part about how we should show our thankfulness/appreciation to our awesome, mighty, loving God. Ministry was one of the examples used, in which the 'thankful people' ran off to tell others about God. I was convicted at this point, but I'm glad that I was (so that area of my life could be addressed...God knows what He's doing).
Anyways, I guess I figured that the end of my evening would entail praying for those who needed support, encouraging them, etc. but it seems like God had other plans. While I was comforting a girl, I was called up and asked about the dreaded 2W's - weight and worry. A minister said God told him to ask me, "Why are you worrying and carrying all of this weight, when I have everything in my control?" Apparently I haven't been my perky, upbeat self in a while (although I'm trying really hard to be). Anyways, I came up with a bunch of excuses that can all be summed up in one word - frustration.
Lemme break this all the way down (and I apologize IN ADVANCE for the length of this blog). Things have been spoken over my life since I was in my mother's womb - literally. Obviously the enemy has heard some of those things cuz my body has been physically attacked on and off my entire life. (I would take forever to mention all of the things that have happened to me, but let's just say that if it wasn't for the grace of God, I LITERALLY would be either blind, deaf, paralyzed, a paraplegic or dead...BUT GOD...Hallelujah...Thank you Lord). Anyways, I digress.
As I grew more and more in the faith, I received the call of God. My first reaction was straight up FEAR. I was a terribly shy girl that couldn't even bear to look someone in the eye while speaking to him/her. I stayed to myself, I hated meeting new people, etc. So, the thought of ministering to other people scared me, cuz it meant that I would have to interact with them. I prayed for God to remove that fear and He did (Thank you God).
NOW, the problem is my downright frustration with God (and He knows all of this...I've shed many a tear and screamed many a time). He's called me, He's been equipping me and He's removed a lot of my trivial fears. However, two things are still pulling me down:
1) I still don't know why the hell I'm up in this mix (just being honest). How the hell did I get here? (in this state/position I mean). If it were up to me, I would be that quiet girl that just sits in the back of the church. I know that God has a work for me to do...I just...I dunno...I just wish it wasn't in the forefront (I know that sounds so bad). I fear the future cuz I don't know what it holds (although yes, I do know who holds the future). I fear not having control over my life for once. I fear rejection of my ministry and of myself. I fear the big things that God has in store for me to do (if that even makes sense....it sorta does to me...anyway, I'm petrified).
2) The weight of the call that I feel on my life is almost pushing me right into the ground....no lie. Ya'll I even started to mention it to some people this summer cuz I just can't take it anymore. I have dreams and visions that literally consume me. Some nights I don't get much sleep cuz I see myself preaching on streets, praying for sick and dead people, and doing some other stuff that just SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME right now. You know my saying, "Racing thoughts arrest me, deep thoughts consume me"?? Well this is where that came from. I know this will sound like a huge stretch (cuz it is), but for you Bible scholars, remember when Jesus was praying in the Garden before he knew he would die and he said if it be possible, God, take this cup from me??? As in, I'm feeling the pressure, so remove this from me??? Well that's how I feel I guess. I know it (ministry) has its benefits; I know God will get the glory, I know lives will be saved, I know I will be strengthened, but the process is terrifying, and I just want it to go away. Oh gosh...now I'm crying....oh God.
I'm such a loser and my life right now pretty much reflects that fact. HOW CAN I MINISTER TO OTHER PEOPLE WHEN I NEED TO GET MY OWN ACT TOGETHER???? I had a semi-breakdown in church last week cuz I kept so many thoughts/feelings/emotions bottled up for so long that it all just blew up when they reached breaking point (yay for being an implosive person *shrugs*).
The last thing the minister asked me before I was prayed for is, "What do you have to do about it?", "Cuz I'm sure you know already, but I just want you to say it". My reply was that "I AM TO LET GO". Then I told him, "BUT IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE".
So this is where I'm at right now...*sighs*. I'm pretty much screwed cuz I know what to do but I'm not doing it. I'm frustrated. I'm so thankful for everything that God has done for me and through me. I'm so happy to be His. Right now, however, I'm just troubled. Thank God, this too shall pass. Anyone reading this who is a strong Christian, please pray for me. Thanks in advance. I'm out. Laterz.
~MissJade~ September 24 Wow...This is becoming a habit...lol! I guess we're in birthday season. Have a happy and blessed birthday week Monique. You look FANTASTIC for your age...ahaha (I'm serious though...you go girl!!!!). I put an album up that's filled with pics from Monique's birthday dinner at Joe's last night. Her birthday was on Thursday, September 22nd.
The newest album has pics from Friday's IGCA BBQ! I am definitely surrounded by some of the most crazy yet hilarious people of the world. And they're all GORGEOUS...ahaha...but hey...you know what they say...BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER! Guess that's why they know/hang out with me...ahaha...I love you guys!
I think I'll end this lil blog with a quote from my friend, Cynthia (my *Cynabun* who calls herself *Cynsation*)..."ME NO BLABBA ENGLISH"! (You had to have been there to catch the joke).
Random statement, Jayson, you do look great with that butterfly in your hair! Work those hair accessories boy! ahaha...(oh I'm dying...lol!)
ANYWAYS, that'll be all folks...good day to you...and don't worry...we'll be just alright....ahaha....Laterz.
~MissJade~ September 18 Happy birthday Erin. You are blessed and highly favoured. God knew your purpose before you left your mother's womb. Continue to walk in it. On this day, we (your family and friends) celebrate the gift that is your life, and we wish you many more years of birthday bliss. I can't promise that this year will be stress-free, mistake-free, etc. but I CAN promise that you have a TRUE friend (Jesus) who will ALWAYS be by your side, come what may.
God I pray that your Holy Spirit provides more comfort, illumination, empowerment and joy in Erin's life. Erin, if you are indeed reading this, be blessed. Again, Happy birthday.
P.S. For those who were there last night (and for those who are just curious), I've posted the pics from Erin's Luau-themed pre-birthday party on Saturday (Sep. 17th). Enjoy ya'll. Smooches! Laterz...
~MissJade~ September 15
| You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
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Sounds pretty accurate to me ...ahaha...Laterz!
~MissJade~ September 07 Just wanted to put two pics up, one of my Neenie and the other of my Rennie. I'm missing those girls so much. They're the best sisters in the world. They're also pretty as hell. Their inner beauty shines through and I LOVE THEM for that. Four more months until I get to see them again...*sighs*. Anyways, I'm off to bed. Laterz.
P.S. I have a new photo album coming up with pics from the Halifax tour that I went on with my parents and my brother on his birthday yesterday. Happy belated birthday Garnet!!! Enjoy your "sweet 18" this year. EVERY year that you're alive is sweet to me! Smooches...
~MissJade~ September 06 Ever been with someone that just made you break out into song? Well, it's 5 mins. to 10 am and I'm straight tripping...hahaha. I can't stop singing and smiling and singing some more.
"You are so beautiful to me.
You are so beautiful to me
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to me..."
AND
"I love loving you
Can't stop, stop loving you...
Makes me wanna sing
La la la la la la la la la la
la la la la...
I love loving you"
That'll be all. I'll be just alright...lol! Have an excellent day guys! By the way, TODAY is my little brother's EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!! Happy birthday boy! You're getting so old...it's scary. Smooches! Laterz...
~MissJade~
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